I made my doll some clothes! I made the mustard dress, the pink shaw, and the jacket. The jacket is lined and that’s the first time I did that and it actually turned out great, I’m so proud!
She was supposed to be all spacey and futuristic, but she looks so cute as a farm girl, so that’s what she is now.
No more pictures, I’m done
have you heard of the woman who left the convent and quit being a nun, but still wore her convent robes everywhere she went ?
She said she just couldn’t kick the habit.
New dolly clothes I made! Pictures of an actual doll wearing them coming soon!
Ew, im in school and don’t want to be and I have to pee so bad but we aren’t doing anything right now and I’d rather miss some of next period going than missing now.
I don’t want to go to school tomorrow, but I missed all last week and my dad is home and he is really strict on this kind of stuff. Blah, my anxiety has been getting worse, like with physical symptoms. I wish my mom would notice when my breathing speeds up and I get really snappy. I just can’t deal with real life I guess.
Oh dang, I’m crying now, but I’m not even that upset. *sigh* sometimes I feel like I let my feelings control me too much.
I have reasons and stuff to go to school, we are watching a good movie in film history, and my group needs the pictures I edited, and I have an entire dolly outfit that’s all cut and ready to be sewn. Plus, I want to paint a picture for my therapist, and I need to spread the canvas and gesso at school even if I decide to paint it at home. Musical is happening so we probably won’t do much in English, and it’ll be okay as long as we aren’t talking about Metamorphosis again, that book hits too close for me to put up with large class discussions about it.
I’m completely messed up in math, and missing all the work ever. I feel bad because the teacher is nice and I’m totally abusing his niceness. It just feels a new level of low to be failing a class everyone else considers easy and borderline blow off.
I also have to make up a weeks worth of work. Print my essay for English, I think that was due.
Oh apparently my social studies teacher has taken to announcing the total number of days I missed to the class when I’m not there. Like I joke about it all the time, but I don’t feel comfortable with him saying it all behind my back. Like what is the purpose to that?
I’m just having such a hard time, and I’m reading too much into social things and feeling all lonely. I’m just so paranoid sometimes. It doesn’t help when you see someone having fun and posting about it and you’re just sitting there like oh, wishing it was you and feeling a sense of dread that it will never be you.
I just can’t seem to get anything done, and I don’t want to go to school for reasons I’m having a hard time pinpointing and I’m upset for little reasons I can’t explain, and I’m letting things bother me that don’t bother other people. I’m just such a little baby, I can’t deal with anything. I could do nothing and still feel stressed and two steps away from breaking down.
I’m so sick of being depressed. Can it just be over all ready? It’s been like three years I think I’ve done my time. I’ve gone to all the therapy and all the groups and learned all the tricks and tried all the tricks and I’ve tried hard and I still feel miserable. Like this isn’t fair. Why do I have to deal with this I don’t want to anymore.
Well I should be off to bed, I gave to get up in less than two hours.
Jellyfish Lake in Palau. Apparently the jellies have lost their ability to sting because of lack of predators in the lake and you can swim with them!
alpha beauties in pastel goth(ish)! this would be like a part 2 or somefin.
Because everyone and their dogs has one XD No not really D : It’s just my Sylveon in progress. She only really got her hair so far. The rest will be pink and blue lolita outfit. If I like how it will turn out I will put a free pattern online ^^
I really love that pastel style so threw one together last night from things that were within arms reach »
Another thing that makes me laugh is she came to me on a Doll Chateau body and now she is so fat XD Guess all those resin candies are paying off.
So cute! She looks all sniffley and adorable!